Happy Valentines Day!

Good evening! Happy Valentines day. Received flowers today~ Thank you guys muack muack /.\ I'm sorry I don't think I wanna post on other place because I don't want people to think I'm showing off T.T... Thank you peoplessssss. I should be happy today but I'm really not in the mood! I mean. Well, everything is so tiring okay! I really wanna forget you. I know you don't like me, I know it. Don't matter what others say, all you make me feel is that you don't like me at all. I guess... But forgetting someone is like sooooo difficult okay. It's either this or the other way round. Tell you how I feel. But I don't think I'll ever have the courage to tell you. I'm really tired and don't know what to do really. I feel so hopeless! argghhh. You always give me hopes then you make me fall. Fall hard. But I don't know really. Time is my limiting factor now. Tired. Really want to know what you feel about me, about us. I can't read through your mind at all. Can we end this really? end this forget everything and all. :( 

One more thing is that uhmm. I'm really pissed off how my parents lock me up at home and don't allow me to go outing with my friends. Like come onnnnn I'm already 18 alright dudessss. I want some freedom alright. Arghhh pissed. I really envy those who can always go out when they like. Party everyday? haha. I just wan some freedom!